F**k It

As I try struggle to end this trouble with all my might
With every word and every rhyme that I could possibly write
Trynna fill every line, to give me more power to fight
But it just keeps getting stronger, no matter how hard I try
How loud I whisper, how silent I cry, while the pain never die
I can't keep goin, if my blood goes on flowin
and the burnin eyes of the devil keeps glowin
showin nothin, juz givin me more sufferin
The voice just keeps going lower, lower and
enterin deep, piercin pain is what its offerin
with the weakness inside me juz keeps growin
I can't, I can't do this, fightin for a lost cause
I can't fight against a look that slice like claws
Am no perfecto, I do have some flaws
but fuck it and fuck It
I gave my everything and still not enough so fuck it
I played nice, I played it rough
I should have played it tough
Right now is no time to regret, get what you get
Forgive but never forget

Revolution

How I lied, went to hide, How I tried to get away from you.
Am I right, if I fight, that I might get away from you.
Was it wise to disguise all the things just to be away from you
No more lies, I got wise, I despise the way I worshipped you
Now I'm free, can't you see, I can escape from this darkness
See my eye, say goodbye, 'cause I'm now free from your blindness
Don't come near, can't you hear 'cause I hate your presence

Now I'll fight for those who don't have might
Just to get you out of my sight, If I lose, at least I tried
I will do everything that I can, 'till you realize you can't stand
and will erase everything of you in this land
'till you regret you've done, and know all your deeds are gone
And I will not let the truth be perverted
and won't leave another victim be deserted

We will fight 'till no one can fight us
To kill in order to live is a must
We won't walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us just makes us stronger
From now on we won't live for sorrow
From this day on, We will live for tomorrow

My hatred is unconditional
I wanna scar you spiritual
Burn your soul 'till it turn to dust
I just want to be fair and just
Fix the future from the past
And will fight 'till the last

Now I hide myself in the shadows of shame
Symphonies of silence are playing their game
The reality is mixed with pseudo-god dreams
The ghost of violence is everything I've seen
I sold my soul to be the human obscene
Now I feel like I'm dying, my room in the second life waiting
How could it poison me? The dream of my soul
How do my fantasies take complete control
How could be a short time be so long
How could you a young life go so wrong
How could others be so weak and others are strong

I'm sick of being alone 'cause I always fail
I wanna defeat all demons and send 'em back to hell
My heart is burning and hatred is what I feel
My life is pain that no one can heal
And if someone can, he never will
'Cause he'll just bring a thorny hill
My life is devastated, my soul is frustrated - full of hatred
So when I feel the need; I think it's time to bleed
Gotta cut my veins down and and watch my blood hit the ground

Too much truth, the reason they say
Keep it 'till you dying days, 'till you soul is away
So come with me, follow me, we will end all this darkness
We'll overcome this crisis, We will win painless, no more, no less
It is our solemn blood that binds our soul
from the temples outside the paradise as a whole
We will fight 'till the end, we will win as long as you give me your hand!


Original Date: 2005