KATARUNGAN (Tribute to Maguindanao Massacre)

Kung buhay ang kinuha, buhay ang mawawala
Ipin sa ipin, mata sa mata
Kapatid sa kapatid, pamilya sa pamilya
Paano mo nagawa ito aking kapatid, dahil lang ba sa pera?

Malagot ang dapat managot
Mga salarin, kung sino man ang sangkot
Kung sino man ang mga salot
Ngayon na, Ibigay ang sagot
HUSTISYA sa bawat biktima
Sa mga nasawi, dahil sa bulok na sistema
HUSTISYA para sa bawat nasaktan
Nawalan ng kapatid, anak, nanay o asawa
Sa bawat dugo at luha
Na tumulo sa lupa
Bawat Katawang natagpuan ng pala
Bawat balang bumaon, Noon at ngayon

Sapagkat di kayang hukayin ng salita
Ang hustisya kung may sira ang sistema
Tao ang may gawa, tao ang may sala
Tao ang nasaktan, Diyos lang ba ang dapat magpaparusa?


A tribute to the PR of Philippines.
And a plea for justice, not only to the ones who died in the 'Maguindanao' massacre but to all who have been a victim of the ruthless crimes during/before Elections and all who have suffered injustice due to the greed of money and power.


When the power of love is greater than the love of power, Man will know peace.

F**k It

As I try struggle to end this trouble with all my might
With every word and every rhyme that I could possibly write
Trynna fill every line, to give me more power to fight
But it just keeps getting stronger, no matter how hard I try
How loud I whisper, how silent I cry, while the pain never die
I can't keep goin, if my blood goes on flowin
and the burnin eyes of the devil keeps glowin
showin nothin, juz givin me more sufferin
The voice just keeps going lower, lower and
enterin deep, piercin pain is what its offerin
with the weakness inside me juz keeps growin
I can't, I can't do this, fightin for a lost cause
I can't fight against a look that slice like claws
Am no perfecto, I do have some flaws
but fuck it and fuck It
I gave my everything and still not enough so fuck it
I played nice, I played it rough
I should have played it tough
Right now is no time to regret, get what you get
Forgive but never forget

Revolution

How I lied, went to hide, How I tried to get away from you.
Am I right, if I fight, that I might get away from you.
Was it wise to disguise all the things just to be away from you
No more lies, I got wise, I despise the way I worshipped you
Now I'm free, can't you see, I can escape from this darkness
See my eye, say goodbye, 'cause I'm now free from your blindness
Don't come near, can't you hear 'cause I hate your presence

Now I'll fight for those who don't have might
Just to get you out of my sight, If I lose, at least I tried
I will do everything that I can, 'till you realize you can't stand
and will erase everything of you in this land
'till you regret you've done, and know all your deeds are gone
And I will not let the truth be perverted
and won't leave another victim be deserted

We will fight 'till no one can fight us
To kill in order to live is a must
We won't walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us just makes us stronger
From now on we won't live for sorrow
From this day on, We will live for tomorrow

My hatred is unconditional
I wanna scar you spiritual
Burn your soul 'till it turn to dust
I just want to be fair and just
Fix the future from the past
And will fight 'till the last

Now I hide myself in the shadows of shame
Symphonies of silence are playing their game
The reality is mixed with pseudo-god dreams
The ghost of violence is everything I've seen
I sold my soul to be the human obscene
Now I feel like I'm dying, my room in the second life waiting
How could it poison me? The dream of my soul
How do my fantasies take complete control
How could be a short time be so long
How could you a young life go so wrong
How could others be so weak and others are strong

I'm sick of being alone 'cause I always fail
I wanna defeat all demons and send 'em back to hell
My heart is burning and hatred is what I feel
My life is pain that no one can heal
And if someone can, he never will
'Cause he'll just bring a thorny hill
My life is devastated, my soul is frustrated - full of hatred
So when I feel the need; I think it's time to bleed
Gotta cut my veins down and and watch my blood hit the ground

Too much truth, the reason they say
Keep it 'till you dying days, 'till you soul is away
So come with me, follow me, we will end all this darkness
We'll overcome this crisis, We will win painless, no more, no less
It is our solemn blood that binds our soul
from the temples outside the paradise as a whole
We will fight 'till the end, we will win as long as you give me your hand!


Original Date: 2005

One Step at a time

What goes around comes around
If that's the way it is, that's the way it's bound
Whatever you do, Comes back right at you
What you haven't done will come back too
Never a time when something happen
Without no single reason (in a situation)
Shits happen, yeah, I know that
Shits that'll happen. ya gotta low that
Know how to play the game, not to play it lame
Things the same, solution's the same
Look at the good things, Get no one to blame
Once You that shame on yo name.

One brick at a time, you can make a great wall
No need to rush things, And you gonn' finish it all
One bad laid brick can make yo tower fall
One wrong step, can make ya trip and crawl
Mistakes from the past can chase ya
And when it does, suffering will face ya
Learn to do good things and do better
Time will come, for a good weather.

Nov. 27 '08


"Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead"
The Pierces - Secret

I

Love You!

Words in Words

Beautiful, what a beautiful word,
Oh, the most beautiful thing I've ever heard.
But what is beautiful, and what makes a creature one?
When will it begin, Will it ever be gone?

Love, what a lovely word.
Once it's given, nothing more can be offered.
But what is love, and when can a creature have one?
Is love just a word or is it something done?

Life, what a lively word.
Once I was given, Oh, the most wonderful thing occurred
Creatures, flying, swimming and crawling have one
But all life passes by under the great bright sun

Pleasure, what a satisfying word
Once I was having it, Nothing had mattered
Every creature delighted and enjoy one
Is it wrong to have thought that pleasure made the world spun?

Apr. 16 09 (Original Date)

Love or Disease

Keeping me up all Night
Taking all my might
All I have now is Pain
Driving me Insane

I want this to be out of me
I want to end this and be free

It's slowly killing me inside
Tempting me to suicide
To end all this monstrosity
That you have given me

But no matter how I try and Hide
The feelings and the Pain inside
It always has it's way to show
That suffering's not soon to go

I hope this would just go and be gone
So, everything that should have been, should have been done
But it's harder that what I've expected
It even harder for it to be ressurected



Song: Santeria
Artist: Sublime

Umay ka ittoy, pangaasim

Petals

Roses aren't the only flower in the garden
Red Gumamelas, white Sampaguitas and Daisies that are golden
Different flowers, different colors,
different fragrance
Some petals are bright, Some are light,
each have their own way to be vibrant
Some rest in a thorny arm
Others are safely away from harm
Some rests safely with charm
While a number just rest and try to be warm

And when the east wind touch them, they all dance with grace
and synchronized they go
But once it's over, just after the show
That's the only time when one would know
Who held on tight and still resting,
or who had no faith and just let go.

All beautiful, all elegant, all true
But don't let these things fool you
For these are just shapes and colors
And once you pick up these flowers,
you don't know which will last longer
Which will last forever
But the thing that one need to consider
Is which one were left to dry and die, which one had good water



Song: Just a Dream
Artist: Carrie Underwood

Sad Sacrifice

Lots of things have changed
What was then normal now seems so strange
The do's become dont's and the dont's become do's
Now there's not a right place, right person to come to
I have known that once trust is stained
Suspicions are the only things gained
And I'm not the person to destroy
what's supposed to remained

Am just here to listen and help if I need to
Not the right person to take you, love you, miss you
Am just a shoulder to cry on, not much to rely on
If this was savanna, i can't be the lion

I've seen this before,
same story have came up to my door
It'll painfully break and hurt more,
just before you know, pieces will be on the floor

But that's about it, things after will be fine
You can always find someone to wine and dine
Find your own happiness, I find mine
Sooner or later, all of this will intertwine




"Ti Ayat, Nu Awan, Awanen"



Artist: Gabrielle
Song: Survive
Video by: Cookie

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Isem, Isem...

If we danced and you held my hand,
you would understand.
One embrace, and don't let go
so you will know.
And if I kissed you and you lie still
Then you will feel.
Just one smile and a look in the eye
Never again will you ask me why

Never again will you be lonely
Never again will you be sad
Never again will you be sorry
Never again will you be mad

It will be cold this December
but if you take my hand, Love will make us Warmer
Wind will be calmer, I can be your Armor
You plant the seeds of Love, I will be your farmer



LoveSong
311








(Since the Sweet Summer Sunshine have ceased Slowly
Silver Sunsets have Successfully Supersede her Sanctity
Short Songs are Sung and Say Sayings Showing Sorrow
Silencing Sounds once Sacred, Solemn, but now Shallow)

10 Things Before I Die

There’s a place near to heaven, close to the stars, a sweet little haven

Where the sky and the earth’s magical kiss happen

It would be nice to go back there again

Have a simple and happy life in the mountains



There's a warmth in that cold place, just on the look of my neighbor's face

It's where the happiness and the tranquility, no other can replace

It would be nice to dance with the spears again

It's just, there's a joy I can't explain




There’s a pretty lady, back in my old barrio, that once took the all of me

She has young rosy lips and eyes that’s seductively lovely

It would be nice to see her again

Cherish the night and a glass of champagne



There's a love, that's now in the dark, was sent from above

It was innocent and pure, much more like a dove

It would be nice to have what's suppose to be ours again

And if it's still love more than nothing, enjoy what has remained



There’s a man with two sons, not for long, but they’re now gone

Haven’t seen them for years, they’re yearning for their loved one

It would be nice to be with my old man again

Chat, Have a beer and drown the pain




There's a longing, of a child to his family, everyday growing

The thirst of belonging, is slowly creeping

It would be nice to have a father and a mother together again

And just forget and forgive, cleanse the past's stain




There’s a child, with dreams which were really wild

One dream in particular was something to be beguiled

It would be nice to be someone with fortune and fame

Have the greatness of your name be proclaimed



There’s a desire, and everyone has it, but is not easy to acquire

Sons and daughters, a father and a mother’s required

It would be nice to start an adorable family

And I know I should be ready because even naming a child ain’t easy



There's a place in my head, only me can go, sometimes before bed

People, events, things, livings and dead, that can only be said or read

It would be nice to write a novel from my real life with a twist of imagination

I've started one, not yet finished but I want the title to be 'temptation'




There's a place, where not everyone can go, they call it the outer space

Where only the stars are seen to dance in grace

It would be nice to place to visit to forget about life's fast pace

Though they say it's possible, I thought it's not for the human race




These are that things I want to do before I go

Not all of them are here; some of them aren’t for everyone to know

It’s better for them to be done first so it would be a surprise

So, no one will see the failed tries and will only see the big prize.



Success and Failure will happen someday

but in every failure, I must have a way

that in every failure means doing it over again

Then victory, I will obtain


***From one of my English Papers***
Jan. 2009 DAN

Liar Liar

If liars go to hell, then so should be angels as well.
With her deceiving eyes and smile, a glance and I fell.
Her blinding eyes, her aromatic smell,
Her stunning look, that made me forget what I'm suppose to tell.
All of this in a blink of an eye.
Next thing she'll do is break you down and make you cry
No matter how hard you try
She'll care nothing, she'll still go away and fly.



Liar Liar - Castaways

If I tell you...

If I tell you that I want you,
Would you do the same?
If I told you I Love You,
Would you say it with my name?

Tell me, Please tell me if you do.
Tell me, just tell me if you love me too.
Three words that can set me free
Words I'm waiting for you to tell me

If I told you I need you,
Would you understand?
If I told you I missed you,
Would you hold my hand?

I'd do anything just to hear these words from you,
Like what a smile or a kiss would do.
Tell me if you hear what my heart is saying.
When our eyes meet, Cupid is singing.



Words - Bee Gees

A Man Can Do

No man can take the whole world on his shoulder
But every burden he carry makes him stronger
No man can live long and be immortal
But just live enough to be good and to settle
No man can be brave enough to take everything in this land
But just enough that he can manage in his own hand
No man can take every pain the world can give
But what a man can do is to forgive
No man would be willing to give everything to a stranger
Unless someone, something is in danger

All this things no man can do
But he kept trying, 'cos something's pushing him to
Heavenly, Divinely, sent from above
It is something called Love.

No mistake can happen for no reason
What has been done is done, no question
But undoing everything will just make one a coward
not facing the downfall but just caring for the reward

There's a lot of things a man's not brave enough to do
But Love, Oh Love...
Powerful enough to push a man...
Endure all Pain, Take the world on his shoulder,
Live and Love, give up everything to once a stranger
Forgive and forget, face everything he can
That and everything, just for a woman.



Song: Strength of a Woman
Title: Shaggy

ǝɯ ɹoɟ = ,ʎ1ǝuo1, 'noʎ ɹoɟ = ,ʎddɐɥ,

Time flies so fast, that you can't appreciate something 'till it has gone in the past.
There's not even an assurance on how long true love can last.
Though it's supposed to be a good feeling, just only once was.
Now, it just camouflage all the pain that have passed.
A feeling good to have, painful to lose.
And it's worse, if it was you, not fate, that had to chose.
It's even worse if you chose the wrong one, having only you to blame.
A choice that made love gone and brought you more shame.
Time and Luck not being by your side ain't good.
Having rejected Love, you're totally screwed.

Glimpses on letters and images from the past, just reflect good thing that has ended;
Love, Passion, Care, Connection that was divinely handed/
It also shadows the wrong steps that shouldn't have been taken.
Things once you thought was right, now you're mistaken.

The time you're alone, time's so slow. Now, you see the flaws of your show
Not much light, but you can only see yourself as a shadow
Truths and Lies, both hard to swallow
From mistakes done from a love so shallow.



Slipknot : Dead Memories

Beer

When you're bored and have nothing to do,
Everyone's busy except the only you.
Don't be afraid, you have nothing to fear,
Just sit down and grab a beer.

If you're pissed and all you have is anger.
Be careful, 'cos it a letter away from danger.
And if taking it to someone will make you a queer,
Just relax and grab a beer

There are times when you feel so lonely.
Problems come again and again slowly.
Don't feel bad, not now, my dear,
Just sit down and have a beer.

When you're sad, down and sorry,
Just chill - you have nothing to worry.
Think that the end of the road is near,
So, just relax and grab a beer.

Beer won't make you cry, Beer won't leave you
Beer don't get pregnant, Beer can pleasure you
Beer can make your life better,
Beer's a good way to save water.

Sometimes in life, trouble knocks on your door,
Remember that troubles are what solution's for.
Today might be blurry but tomorrow's gonna be clear,
So, just sit down and have a beer.

In Your Eyes

I thought everything was over
Then I saw your smile
Just before love should say never
You took it and made it worthwhile
All the feelings of being alone
I feel them as they die
All the bad memories have been blown
Just a look in your eyes

You've given me a new life
A fresh new start
If you could just be my wife
I'll give it all my heart
You're the reason I want to live
I say it with no lies
I know you're the one I want to be with
Just a look in your eyes

Once I was shattered and down
Once I thought I was
But, Hope - you gave me to get up from the ground
And just let the past pass
Now that you're here,
everything seems perfectly nice
I can be like this forever
Just lookin in you eyes

"Sometimes, in life, Vagueness is Alright"



Suffocate - J Holiday


69th post! Damn!

Love in No Time

A friend told me you were already taken
Another reason for my heart to be broken
I was even even hoping for the first time we could talk
And maybe go to the beach for a long walk
Winter in the park, so cold and lonely
But that won't matter
'coz we've got the warmth of each other
Sitting in a bench together,
watching birds and flowers 'till the day's over
Makes me think what we could have have
Putting together hearts that was once halved
Can't stop thinking how would it feel to hold your hand
While lying down in the great black sand
Counting the starts and waiting for one to fall
Then wish for the forever union of our souls
But then I know that won't happen
And I need to stop dreamin and go on waitin.



"Love is when you don't want to go to sleep because reality is better than a dream"



DHT - Someone

Everything (+)

There's a sacrifice for everything good
Everything you've believed, everything you've stood
Everything you've done, Everything you've should
That's what fate can, 'Everything' it could

We thought what was wrong was the sinners
Now was the only time we see them as winners
Coz the sin we knew was wrong
And we have believed it for so long

Now the past is creeping us for what we've done
Coz once we thought was with us when we spun
But every result was only there for us to get stunned
To see everything, and 'Everything' ain't fun



Slipknot - Wait and Bleed

Heart Divided

Sad but Sweet like the scent of smoke and perfume
Like a Love turned bitter, the love we consumed
Beautiful yet deadly, the look in your eyes
I thought I saw everything, All I saw were lies

Simply Complicated, the way I'm now feeling
My Heart broken and hurt, won't start healing
Love like a Rose, beautiful and Elegant
With Thorns so painful If I held it firmly in my hand



B.B. King & Buddy Guy - I Can't Quit You Baby

Rain

Then I realize am all alone
Walking in the rain in the place we've known
The place we used to go, I'm tryin to forget
Where everything happened that I solemnly regret

A heart was broken, Love was Lost
I lost a friend, someone I love most
Though that was the way we chose
We didn't know the pain it would cost

Now, while I'm walkin alone in the rain
You found another guy to relieve your pain
I try to forget the past while staying sane
Forget the love, fate has slain

Now, I'm all wet lookin for a shed
Trynna let go of everything you've said
While you're assured to secured and warm
Painful to say, but not in my arm



Guitar: Slayde Tana Vocals: Nikki G Song: When you're gone

HeartStopper

I haven't seen you for a while
How I miss a glimpse of your smile
The sparkle in your lovely eyes
One look but I get lost twice

Am just wondering how are you doing now
And If I see you again, would I have a chance fate would allow
Do I ever crossed your mind
Have you ever thought of your love being mine
Do your heartbeat stop when our eyes meet
Should you know, when we talk, I lose the right wit
Though we only talk occasionally, that for me is already extraordinary
I cherish every second of it in my heart and memory

I don't even know when will I see you again
Even if, Am not sure if you will understand
That it's not enough for me just being your friend.

;)



Janet Jackson - Again

Good Night

Baby girl, Another day is over, Sleep tight
Take a deep breathe, close you eyes. tomorrow's another fight
Though today everything didn't seem right
I'll make it up to, everything, tonight

We had our demons faced today
And we faced it in our way
Then we rest, lie down and say
"I could do this with you everyday"

But for now it's time for us to rest
For I know tomorrow will bring 'the best'
And I'm thankful for I know I'm blessed
That I'm always with you throughout these daily quests.



Baby Face - Everytime I close my eyes

Hopeless Romantic

I don't even know if I should let go
This love I'm feelin I want to let you know
But it's hard for me just even to show
'Coz you're like a dove, me bein a crow
I just want you to fly with me
Take me to your rosary, bring me to your sanctuary
And there I know you will see
A different side of me

I don't even know if this is the right time
If I'm the right guy, to make you feel fine
But I'm pretty sure you can cure this scars of mine
The only one who can make me feel good except wine
Am just being hopeful that you won't decline
If one time, I ask you to dine
Help me to make this love divine
Together we can make it stand and shine.



Video
Tyrese : Sweet Lady

Simplyinlovevagueignoredacts

You gave me hope and light the darkness
From the magic of a simple look you posses
Sweet voice that makes me wonder
Why seeing you a day makes it better

You've never knew what I felt for you
You've never seen what I can do
You've always left and gone your way
That's why you never knew what I had to say

I'll hold on until you'll know
What I feel and how to show
The love that's healing me
A simple smile that feels so sweet

'Coz I don't know, on how to tell
a feeling to someone you don't know so well
If there's a chance for me and you
I'll wait and wait...
I'll wait you through...



Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days

Now You Know

It's not love if someone's to wait
Not even love if there was hate
It's not how many times you cried
It's when you should've seen how I've tried
Words you told me I certainly believed
The same words that got me completely deceived
It's not about everything time being different
I thought it was about the love I've sent
That you haven't even felt
Should've made my heart melt
Just because I thought it's for you and me
Then just to wake up alone and lonely...

Just A Night Is Not Everything

Giving up doesn't mean it's the end
It might be the beginning, my friend
You've chosen your path and so did she
Aren't you happy, you can fully be what you want to be

Once was enough, though you gave her a second chance
Times were rough, It all ends up on whom she wants
You did want it but you didn't have it
Meaning the love you've been waiting, hasn't come yet

Love might have been gone, gone from her
But that doesn't mean everything's over
You'll have your break if you just wait
It's always love that started from fate

Stop drowning yourself, from being broken
You can do better, I know you can
It wasn't worth for you to pretend
If you'll end up just being a friend

Last Day is the Last One

Last day of September
Something might start over
Something might be over
I'm not even sure,
If it's wasting time with her.

We'll see what happen, but something's gotta end
It's either being a stranger or being a friend
It'll be seen tonight, heart, mind and sight
To go on or give up the fight.

A Day in September

Sweatin for the summer, Saturday of September
Sun's shinin over, Waitin for the lover
Everything should be fine, As I ask her to dine
And try to make her mine, celebrate with the finest wine

I can see through her eyes
Where the real her lies
And it's not a surprise, that I despise
That I'm alone again and how fast time flies

Should I wait until winter
Should I wait at all for her
But I can't wait no longer
Not even for an hour...
For us to be together

Tonight

"Am a Cheater, Am a Quitter
But for You, I'll be Sweeter"


All alone at night, sleepless and confused
Still wonderin, Why I'm still feelin the blues
Though it has already been a while
Since I have seen such a lovely smile

Let me hold you once again
Help me let go off the pain

I never thought it would hurt this much
That I would even miss your slightest touch
No one knew this would happen but you
But I know, you're feeling this pain too

Whiskeys and Tequilas ain't enough
to let go of this life so rough
The more I try to bury all the memory
the deeper it cuts me, slowly

Perfect Fantasy

Just like a tattoo, you're stucked in my soul
Just a single look in your eyes and you took my whole
My heart so lonely, you quickly stole
And that very second, I took the lover role

Just like a painting, you're the most beautiful canvass
Perfect color, Perfect curves that cured my past
Carefully drawn lines, that changed what was was
An image that in my mind will last

Just like photo, you stay in my memory forever
Black and white, Sepia, Negative, I wish this won't be over
But here I am, Still waiting to be your lover
I'm all well, but from your love, I feel fever

Just like a simple sketch, I see you not the way they do
I see you the way I want, I see you through
I see the real one, the only one, the true
But I'm sure I'm alone, not the alone loving you




D' Sound - Tattooed on my mind

The Oak Tree in the Middle of the Garden of Roses

From the forest, I have come
From your heart I have become
The man I never knew I would be
My imprisoned heart you set free

Two worlds become one for the sake of love
One from the oceans, one from above
An angel with wings so bright
And a poor old boy that have done nothing but write

Draw what he feels and what would he
If the beautiful angel really came to be
What would happen if his dreams turn to reality
And love fill whatever there was that's empty

One day, while walking by the shore
He saw something he had seen before
But the sign was truly hard to ignore
The sky and the ocean was together once more

Rose Garden

All troubled and all alone
Taking this road so unknown
No lights, So dark and Lonely
Then I close my eyes, It's you I see

Take me to your Rosary
Bring me to our sanctuary

Though I'm alone, traveling this road
That from this, I feel my head will explode
I know that at the end of this journey
You'll be there, Smiling, waiting for me

Sail the sea, and climb the mountains
In the desert, You'll be my fountain
La fuente de mi amor
Vivid feeling, I won't ask for more
I will come with you if you take me
And fly away to your 'Rosary'



Stephen Bishop - It Might Be you

Fly With Me

There's a place, unbelievably high
Eagerly waiting for us to fly
Just close your eyes, and sigh
For I will take you to the sky

To the heavens above and over
Just come with me and we'll go yonder
And in the heavens memories will linger
Chill your spine to your finger

There will be gardens waiting
Love we will be taking
I'll hold you with a heart shaking
While I secure the love we creating

Song of love will be sung in harmony
Delightful music just for you and me
Notes in the air flying freely
If you just come and fly with me



Norah Jones - See You Again

My Bad

Wakin up alone again, not carin what'll happen
Everything seems dull and boring, nothing new and foreign
Nothin to be sure and, no one to be assurin
Heart ache that nobody's curin, coz of the love I left no securin
My fault givin up during, the love of us we were endurin

It was all on me, I know why am all alone
One is I set you free, then you don't buzz me up on the phone
Two was I too stupid to let you go
It was all so rapid I didn't even know
That you leavin me, there was no early sign to show

Fate and Choice

Her hair rests gently on her face
Sweet looking eyes as I gazed
Pink lips are waiting to be kissed
Skin as white as the morning mist
Curves, so soft and perfect
Breast that would be lovely to inspect

As we sit in front of each other
All I can see was her, no other
And the more I look at her, I more I fall
Fall in Love, and be enthralled
I can't help to get enchanted
And hear the music of Love be chanted

But still I don't know her, not even her name
I chickened out and didn't play the game
Well, It was really quite a shame
That I won't know what we should have became
Though I know I played lame, the Love I should've proclaimed
And Love at first sight was suppose to be claimed

I just sat and watch her leave
And wonder what I could've achieved
But I still do, strongly, believe
That my love will one day be recieved
As for now I grieve
And wait for that lady to make me feel relieved


Rhyme for a girl I saw in the bus today.
Real pretty girl.



Norah Jones - Come Away With Me

Thank You for Leaving Me

No Doubt, you brought me here where I am right now
What I am, What I do, Why and How
You taught me what is there to love
And I'm thankful from up above
You were a grace from God
Gave me clarity out of the fog
All the tears and pain I've endured
Made my heart weak and totally injured

But without that, I wouldn't be here
To see what I'm suppose see, hear what I hear
And for that, thank you for loving me
setting me free and be what I want to be
Everything you did gave me sight
The wounds showed me how to get to the light
How to stop doing wrong and do it right
Facing the music and go on with the fight


Kanye West - Heartless

Though it's not me

It's no question that the past had brought me here
Every single smile, Every single look, Every drop of tear
And I have no regret at all having gone this far
No regret that I lost a bright star
Instead, I am thankful for all that happened
Thankful that I lost a lover, a sister, a friend
I am thankful that you loved me and I loved you
Thankful for what happened between us two

And now that I'm here, I should feel happy
Though you lovin someone now, though it's not me

So Long and Hard.

The Last words have been said
Final tears have been shed
Pain and Pleasure have been fed
Very last lies have been read

So, what happens now that you're gone
Should I be sorry for what have been done
Should I look for another and better one
Or should I have let my heart won

Was it wrong to do what I thought was right
Actions and words that made me alone tonight
Should I get you back and win this fight
Mind against my heart, Heart against my sight

Now I'm alone in the storm and I brave the wind
On my knees trying not to look back where I've been
And leave the past behind, forget what I've seen
Just think that to our love, fate has been mean

No one can take away our past, that's for sure
And as time goes by this heart will find a cure
Though everything is not really destiny-secured
This is for the love we're suppose to be having in the future.

Love and Pain, Love or Lust

Say what you want to say
It won't matter anyway
You already did what you've done
When I was with you and when I was gone
Every word you say now can't bring the past back
The hurting, the pain, the way you turned my red to black
It's not easy for me to say I don't need you
Though the truth is I still do love you
The past is pulling me back to your heart
but part of the past made the pain start
It's been a hard time trying to forget
Everything that I will soon regret

The joy I will feel when we get back together
is not even half of the pain I feel and I'm feeling it forever
It was good to hear your voice again
But I've made up my mind to forget you, not as 'the one', not even as a friend
but someone I wish I never knew
A feeling that the past never threw
And now, I'm willing to, just leave everything behind
Walk this journey alone and see what I'll find
So, say what you gotta say
I'm still going away, there's no reason for me to stay

Both flames of love and pain are still burning
I should have seen what'll happen from those signs and warning
I'm not even sure if it's love or lust that make me want you
No matter what it is, I'll still need to do what my mind says to
My mind know what I want, but my heart feels the pain
The sword that was stabbed on me again and again
Just like I have said before
You gotta be happy on what you have, shouldn't have asked for more
not makin yourself lookin like a who**